God. Father. Saviour. Master. Jesus. Twothousandten has been an eye opener.
I’ve been struggling with myself over the last two years, and because of the person that I am, there was really no one to talk to about it. Until came a point when I wanted out; Long story short, I became a vast mass of nothingness, out of my own will. Days would go bye. Nothing could satisfy.
Friday, GreatAwakening Youth Camp, Spring Break. I was on stage. Singing How He Loves with my sister. And the Holy Spirit just hit me. I couldn’t stand. Everything was burning hot, and turned into a freezing cold. It was blank. There was no one. But a warm hand took away the pressing stone on my chest. And I was and am made new. Hungry for His presence.